Trout, I've been away and am very tardy here. I am so sorry for your loss. I have had several friends go through this over the last three years or so, including one a short while ago. It's a tough time.
I wish you the best.
Rest in Peace, Ryder. Boy, you went before your time, in the start of your prime. You were loyal and are missed.
~ 4 March 2013.