guys, today has been a pretty infuriating day. i got TO SCHOOL and my day went downhill. it was all fine until like 40 people start asking me "why dont you play football" "why dont you play golf" "why dont you do this". because i dont want to play. i want to fish, hunt, and try and live a good christian life and have fun. and it just gets annoying. i did HORRIBLE on a algebra test, i almost got kicked out of Civics class because the teacher is a *****. im sorry guys, but i just get annoyed VERY easily. and when i get annoyed, i get mad. and i know i have anger problems, and i know its not fair for me to get on here and right a huge paragraph about how i think MY life is SOOOOO bad. its not fair, but sometimes it just helps to let it out. ive just had a rough day, had a rough week.
guys, please just think about me a little bit in your prayers.
actually dont, please let me realize how good my life is and how i have it so good and when something doesn't go how i think, that its not the end of the world. there are people out there in worse shape than me. please guys, dont pray for my anger, just pray that i may realize how good my life is compared to peoples in other countries. please guys, please. just pray that i wont be so selfish and think about myself onnly. that i may think more about those in need and those that dont get the chance to go out on the weekends and goose hunt or duck hunt, or fish.
God bless. and im sorry for this whole thing. but i just need to let some steam out.
I don't want it, i just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive