God has a plan for us all regardless of how screwed up it may seem at 1st. He will never give u anything that you cannot handle.
as far as have ?'s about God? u cant and wont be able to have them answered here on earth. Thats where faith comes in. u may not know the answer but with a strong faith u can run with what u have and make the best of it. U never know....it may turn out to be a good thing!
take my Dad for example....when i was 8 he was home from the navel base spends a few days with us. one day we were at out grandparents house and he was helping my Pop put the mower underneath the tractor by hiting it with a sledge hammer. during one of his swings, a small peice of shard chiped off and went into his left eye cuting it all up on the inside.
after many sugurys to repair his eye the docters said that there was no more hope for him regaining sight. shortly after that he was medicaly retired from the navy and is now a software tester for Bank of America.
in a way im kinda glad this accident happened bc while he was on the sub, he was gone for weeks at a time and was never home with us. now he works most days from home makeing really good money!!
now he has a synthetic eye and drive a 2005 mustang GT back and forth to work when he is called in. if he hadent lost his eye then we would never be living the way we do now.
Now therefore take, I pray thee, thy weapons, thy quiver and thy bow, and go out to the field, and take me some venison; Genisus 27:3
"Duck Hunting Is like a Box of Chocolates... You Never Know What You're Gonna Get!"