870 wrote:Hey RM, sorry to hear about your friend’s Grandfather. I was in your spot for a year and a half. I know what you went through, you’re not of the world anymore, but not right with God. That’s being stuck between a rock and a hard spot, there’s no happiness there. So I did the only thing I knew to do, I dove deeper into drugs and drinking. Talk about shooting myself in the foot, as Dr. Phil would say, “how’s that’s working for yeah” it didn’t. The whole time I had a strange fear of dying the whole time I was backsliding.
Now I don’t know if you believe that the Lord comes to us in dreams, but this is what happened to me. I dreamt I had died and was waiting to be judged. I was sitting in a place so dark I couldn’t see my hand in front of my face. A door opened up and a voice said to me” stand for you’re now in the presents of the Son of God” I was being brought towards a light so bright, I couldn’t even look at it. As I approached it, the shame I felt was unbelievable and unbearable. He knew everything about me. As He judged me for my sins all I could do was look at my feet and say, “yes Lord your right, yes Lord”
The next thing I knew I was waking up in bed in a cold sweat, shaking my wife and saying, “ were going to church next Sunday.” That was 25 years ago, I haven’t regretted it. God bless Bro take care
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