Ive been lurking around on this part of the site for awhile..and decided to post up.
I know the Lord is in my life so much so I kick my own but and then laugh sometimes...quick example :
the other day was running late due to another person. Had a friend waiting on me at the lake to ski. Well once I was able to leave my friend called and said he forgot the skis as I was pulling out the drive way...everything happens for a reason right
Right now Im pursuing my career Ive worked so hard for so many years trying to get. However over the past semester Ive had a run of bad luck and am in danger of loosing that dream both through desire and academically. Ive been so stressed out and just unhappy with where Im at Ive considered packing up and going home. I feel like Ive lost my drive.
When I do go home I see Im needed in the field Ive chosen. Ive worked towards my career since I was 15 and never considered any other options, never had a back up plan, just one set minded, and now Im wondering what I might have missed...
One acquaitance from home sees me down here and recognizes Im not myself. My current girlfriend is sometimes a stressor, sometimes shes better than I could ever ask for..We're still dating but shes not happy with the changes in our relationship..
Ive tried an old trick thats worked in the past but isnt working too well for me now. I used to just close my eyes and flip through the bible until I got tired and when I opened my eyes I found something on the page that was useful.....